Cannot help these bad thoughts playing on my mind [ADVICE]
I'll be 10 weeks tomorrow, easily the most pregnant I have ever been by about two weeks. It's a great feeling, and I am adoring being pregnant But the fear that I will lose this baby (or that I already have) has been playing on my mind for most of this pregnancy so far DF has tried reassuring me, telling me that the morning sickness, sore boobs, little belly, are all great signs. I guess sometimes BellyBelly can be more of a curse than a blessing; I never knew before BB just how common miscarriage was, and after experiencing it myself...I just cannot shake the feeling that I have lost this one too
Please, what can I do? I hate thinking about the possibility of another m/c, I try not to often, but it always creeps back into my head. A few weeks now, I've had the almost overwhelming feeling to just go into the ED of my local hospital and get a scan, but the system is already so clogged. I am just terrified I'll rock up for my 12 week scan (at 13w3d) and bubs will be measuring 7 weeks or something. There was a heartbeat of 119bpm at 6w5d. What can I do? What did you guys do?
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